''Bitter Heart"

I have to forget
the way you started at me
as if you wanted to tell something.

I have to forget
those thoughtful words
and sweet smiles
that you played upon your lips.

I have to forget all my sufferings,
all my loneliness.
Perhaps,I could do all these
things....
without any regret.

But if you happen to think of me and our beautiful memories,
always remember...
I once care for you
in every special way.